There have been so many thoughts in my mind lately but none of them was connected with childlessness.
The cancer operation left a bad scar on my face. I accepted it quite well. Whenever I look into the mirror I am just grateful that it didn't happen to me when I was 20.
What is harder to accept is the pain that came back. It is connected also with heat that makes the wound swollen and painful.
In the last three months I never thought how awesome it would be to have children of my own. But I did think like million times how awesome would it be to be healthy again.
