I woke up at 3 am, during very vivid dreams.
I was in the doctor's office, talking about drugs for my next IVF treatment. The doctor was very kind, he took time to talk to me. . He showed me some special medicines that increase success rates.I felt good. I felt sure that that IVF would finally work out.
I woke up and started thinking, whether I was planning another IVF. I wasn't sure. Then I remembered that I am almost 43, which means the clinics would reject me.
For a change I felt good, being over certain age limit. It means that there isn't anything to decide any more. So I could get back to sleep.
But I still wonder. Where did those dreams come from?