Saturday, September 24, 2016

Beautiful video of my country

If you ever wondered, where I live and if my country is beautiful... the answers are in this video.
So, who is coming next to have a cup of coffee with me?

Witty ad

I just love the ad made by Norwegian Airline :)

Friday, September 23, 2016

Cherishing each single day

My husband told me a beautiful sentence, that he heard from his favourite client, aged almost 80.

"Only when you are old you realize that you should cherish each single day of your life." 

I will try to remember this the next day I will feel down.

Wednesday, September 21, 2016


I am reading this book:


It is witty & you can learn a lot from it, even if you don't have any issues down there : )
I enjoy reading it a lot.

Tuesday, September 20, 2016

Half woman, second class woman?

I was feeling perfectly happy for many days, until today. The company where I work is organizing huge party next weekend, where all the workers are invited with their family members.

I don't mind going to company parties, where only the workers are invited. Not that I particularly enjoy them, but they are OK. But meeting all the coworkers kids? No, thank you.

My way of dealing? I will use a white lie, again and skip it. Again.

I have only one heart and I have to protect it.

For the whole day I had in my mind the words I read in the morning that were written by a dear bloggie friend of mine, Elaine.  Half woman, second class woman. That's exactly how I feel today.

There will be another day tomorrow and I know it will be a nicer one.

Tuesday, September 13, 2016

Lovely mini holidays in Croatia

I have just returned from lovely mini holidays in Croatia, I was on this island:
It was sunny and very warm, so we spent lots of time on the beach. Those two photos are from the only day that was cloudy, so we had a bit of time for sightseeing.

I didn't check my email for 4 days, so it was only today that I read a thank you email from someone from other part of the world who is accepting her childless life. I was deeply touched to read her email, especially the lines: ", and your blog has been a HUGE part of my healing."
Thank you for writting to me..... wishing you all the best!  

Tuesday, September 6, 2016

Feeling blue

I had a tough day at work. Everything was just perfect until our pregnant coworker came after 6 months of sick leave to greet us. I didn't know until today that she had one IVF and the very first one worked for her.

Don't get me wrong. This coworker is a lovely girl. Very witty and full of life. Everybody laughed when she shared funny stories about the IVF procedure.

I felt very old, grey and bitter. There just isn't anything funny about my 10 failed IVFs. I would prefer to delete those memories out of my head for good. But I can't, I will always live with them.