There was a daydream that I had for many years and that I loved so much.
I was so sure that IVF will work for us, it was just matter trying again and again, untill one of them worked out. And I was always sure that I would give birth to twins.
Before I tell the daydream I have to explain that I was always known for enjoying in surprising my parents. For example:
- when 16 telling them that I found summer job in Ireland and that I will not even ask them for permission to go
- on a Friday evening visiting my parents and ask them what will they do next Saturday. Their answer: nothing special. So I said: "Good. Then you are invited to our wedding".
- list could be much longer
So the daydream from the past. I planned of telling my parents that I was pregnant at 12th week. But, it would be our secret that we are expecting twins. So in my daydream I was imagining how suprised my parents would be when they would found out that they got two grandchildren at once.
I know. Very very stupid.
It is cold and rainy autumn evening, I just returned from a walk. This daydream isn't something I think about, I almost forgot about it. Walking in the rain alone just brought memories back...
(btw: I used to love Anne Geddes photos.Now I hate them).