Tuesday, October 23, 2012


I got a letter from the hospital back, after the mammography.

The letter was short. No results. Only an invitation for some further tests (ultrasound of breasts).

I have to go back to the hospital in the first week of December.

Such a long wait!

I am afraid.

I went for a walk. I met plenty of people, some with children.

I wasn't envious of extra cute babies that I met with their parents.

I was just envious of all people that I met with a smile on their face.... without the heavy burden.  


  1. That's the worst thing to deal with... fear of the unknown, not knowing what to expect. I had gone through that last October to December... Just remember something- even with the unknown facing you, you have friends and family who are there for you.

  2. I'm sorry. That is a long time to wait to continue your testing, first week of December! ((Hugs))

  3. Waiting is never good; it does seem like a long time. One would hope that they would have a better explanation for the "more tests". UGH.

  4. Ouch...waiting for something like this must be agonizing, but I hope everything goes well in the end. Keep us updated!!! Maybe they're just being safe and they want to rule out everything so that they order more tests.

  5. That seems like a really long time to wait to have more tests...how agonizing for you. You are in my thoughts/prayers.

  6. thank you girls!
    I phoned to the hospital early in the morning and they promised if they have vacancy they will phone me and invite me to come before December.

  7. That also seems like a long time to me. (((hugs)))

  8. A few years ago I had to have an breast u/s after a mammo raised concerns. Turns out I have very dense, fibrocystic breast tissue. My doctor encouraged me to take vitamin E as a supplement.
    Here's some addition reading/background on it: http://womenshealth.about.com/cs/cysticbreasts/a/fibcysbrlubupan.htm