I went on a teambuilding &
New Year's party with colleagues.
One of the highlights was a visit to the beautiful seaside town of Piran. The
company organised a short concert for us.
The classical music was nice. I was listening to the music when suddenly I was
overcome by sadness. There was something about the artist that reminded me so
much of my beloved nephew who had died. All the sadness that I thought I had
left behind just came back. Just because of this perfect music in the perfect
place.
On the outside - I hadn't lost anything. He wasn't even my nephew, he was my
husband's nephew.
But I had lost so much. I had loved this boy since the day I met him.
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It made me think of all the other unrecognised losses.
And in spite of all these losses, I want to live. And when it is hard, I just
take it one day at a time.
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